Like Gasoline On Flames.you pulled me under so i had to give in
such a beautiful mess that's breaking my skin
well i'll hide all the bruises,
i'll hide all the damage that's done
but i show how i'm feeling until all the feeling has gone
i'm screwed. there would be no such thing as i'll pass with flying colours for my International Retailing & Franchising module. i'm gonna score 50% or less for this paper, definitely. my brain cells are not working very well. and my hopeless attitude didn't do much help either. ya ya so much of turning over a new leaf. well, to show that my leaf didnt turn a bit, i've never, i repeat again, i've NEVER attend any of the Retail Service Operation lecture so far. i attended Retail Practice and Entrepreneurship lecture only once. i skipped International Retailing & Franchising once but kept bitching and dozing off with fae the whole time. i even skipped Strategic Marketing lecture for two consecutive weeks. fae had influenced me not to attend the lecture cos the lecture is about the same old topic of targeting, positioning and segmentation. so ya whats the point of wasting my time, right? the following week, ili decided to put on her devil horns and dragged me out of school. so i skipped the lecture again cos at the same time, i was feeling lethargic after all the rush hours of completing my assignments that morning. hah! you see, my iman is so lembek like that! apart from that, i'm having my mid-sem test this week. still, there isn't any notes under my nose. earlier this morning, i barely read all the six chapters for a good 1 and a half hours before i sat for the International Retailing & Franchising paper. that explained why i am preparing myself for a failure. and right now, i've been planning to laze around and only start reading (not an intensive mugging) my notes few hours before the test commence, the next day. oh come on, give me a pat on my back! last minute attempt is my forte, baby. haha. on a lighter note, Lagun Sari will be responsible for the aunty's wedding decoration this coming november. although i prefer Clubjazz Communication for its exclusivity (fairytale concept, the pelamin got waterfall and bubble bubble sak hahaha), Lagun Sari offers a reasonable package. aunty and i had been lumbering around Singapore Expo last weekend, to check out for the desired dias and decoration. due to my enthusiasm, over-excited gestures and chirpiness, they thought i was the bride-to-be. pakcik kepo, "bila hari kahwin?" dengan confident aku ckp, "end of next month!" and walked away hahahaha. aunty was being super laid back since i was given the responsibilty of a wedding planner. AH YER LAH. she pushed everything to me including the flyers and mind you, my file was thick by the end of the day. aku lah secretary contoh! eh wait, you people should try ear candling. i tried and it was superb! at least, i could have a good night sleep.
and daddy is going to support the expense of my driving license. oh man, i'm flying high! weeeeee :D:D
& 7:31 PM
