I Lost Myself.I JUST DON'T FEEL LIKE TALKING TO ANYONE.
I AM VULNERABLE AND I CAN BREAK DOWN ANYTIME.
I JUST WANT TO PLEASE MYSELF FOR THE SAKE OF PLEASING MYSELF.
TO HELL WITH THOSE PEOPLE WHO THOUGHT THAT I AM A HEARTLESS CREATURE LIVING ON EARTH.
THIS IS WAY TOO PRESSURIZING.
I KNOW MYSELF BETTER, YES I KNOW BETTER.
WHATEVER THAT I'VE DONE, I DID IT FOR A REASON.
I DON'T NEED ANYONE TO UNDERSTAND MY STAND, COS NO MATTER WHAT, THEY JUST WON'T.
SO I AM GIVING UP.
& 4:37 AM