i'm pissed. she was there standing right before my eyes and i farking didnt noe tt was her!? the best part is, i talk to her summore! aaaaaaarrrgghhhhh... GOD, why must u punish me this way??
she just reminded me of the past okayyy. she had poked a stick thru my heart. *sobs* but i cant totally blame her for it. yes i noe. tt asshole play a part too. but why did i have to face it again when i'm here, trying my best to breathe easy and overcome all those shitty feelings tt i had gone thru once, maybe twice, maybe.... and look at it now. it goes AGAIN. it is not fair sia. its not fair!
and and i saw tt fugly face of the MOTHER FARKER on her frenster! and tts where i noe she's the one. OH NO, the tape just keep on playing on my mind! -alep, you suck to put me thru all these shits.
i'm breaking down. i'm tellin u, i'm breaking down into bits and pieces. this world is just full of fronting and lies. and if murder is ain't no crime, i'll definitely stab alep til he dies.
