i could hardly cope with life. time had passed sooner than i realised. i noe i can't juggle at once. bt now, i'm making a point to try. and try is not even enough. i just felt the load tt i have to lift. the responsibilities tt i have are out of hand. my head had swell, by an overloaded memory. how i wish i could slow down the pace. set me free from this hectic place. a nightmare it had been. BUT, this is how i choose to live.